A Different Dawn
Steve Johnson • March 11, 2025

       Saturday morning had such promise. I woke long before dawn. As the world was beginning to become light the east was filled with a variety of different clouds. What a glorious dawn was in store. I hurried to get over to the community lake and walked three quarters around it to the perfect observation point. The sunrise was a pink dot in a grayish white cloud mass. As sunrises go… this one was a clunker.

Then right in front of me landed six pelicans. Some people, apparently, really like these birds. My experience with the birds is less than pleasant, at wharves along the coasts they are noisy and foul the areas they frequent horribly. Waddling on those docks they are ungainly to be kind. But as they landed, they would flap a couple extra flaps and then barefoot ski to a likely spot to look for fish. They were almost surgical in the precision they used.


           Less than five minutes later, I realized how truly blessed I had been that morning despite not seeing the dawn I expected, or more appropriately wanted. How often does that happen in my life, I’m disappointed by what I don’t have, like the colorful sunrise I’d anticipated. Would I have taken the time to see the beauty that was really there if it weren’t for a silly side ache? Would I be thankful for the blessings I have?

Disappointed I continued my walk and when I arrived back at my observation point, I had a side ache. A side ache from walking? Sitting on the same bench I’d planned to eagerly watch a beautiful sunrise, I looked at the sky and my surroundings. It was a wonderful morning. The clouds that had held such promise covered the sky with a wide variety of shapes and types of clouds. There were some wispy cirrus clouds that made a cross hatch shape. There was a section of cumulus clouds that make an interesting bowl with a mutating shape in the center. Every quadrant of the sky had a new cloud story to tell, it was amazing.

By Steve Johnson March 13, 2025
What is an idol? It’s anything that enslaves us and moves ahead of Jesus in our list of priorities. It could be something good, like walking or fitness. I’ve faced mobility challenges for years, first breaking my fibula, which formed a non-union requiring surgery. Then, I had an ankle joint replaced. Next was a knee joint, which became bone-on-bone, leading to a total knee replacement of the first knee. Several years later, the second knee followed the same path. Early in the recovery process, I bought a Fitbit activity tracker that was attached to my pocket. It gave me valuable information as I rehabbed the ankle. Based on my progress, I could objectively assess whether I was getting enough exercise or too much. At some point, it became more than necessary information. On a flight to Dallas, I lost my Fitbit. I panicked and replaced it within a week with a new, improved wrist version; I love my Fitbit! The following year, I had my knee replaced, and my Fitbit let me track how much exercise I was getting again as I rehabbed my knee. My daughter and a friend invited me to be a Fitbit friend. They thought I would be someone easy to beat. As my knee got stronger, I walked longer and more frequently. My first target was five thousand steps daily, then ten thousand, followed by fifteen and twenty thousand steps daily or over ten miles. I planned to crack thirty thousand steps (I did hit 27,000). Then disaster struck—I got two blisters on my right foot. My wife thought I should give it a break. How could I? My steps would fall behind my daughter and my friend. But I conceded and took a break, getting less than five thousand steps—for an entire day! I needed to get back at it today, but I would take it easy with a leisurely walk about 5:30 am around a community lake. It’s my favorite walk and where I have my best prayer time. People talk about having a prayer closet; it doesn’t work for me. When I’m walking, I can focus on communing with God. The time is precious, sacred, and intimate—just me and God. When I first started doing this, I imagined walking beside Jesus. I was walking with my Best Friend. Now, I spend time with the entire Trinity, and it’s even more precious to me. My mobility is the best in ten years, and the prayer time has been great. But my Fitbit has become my master. As I eased into my 1.26-mile walk this morning, I forgot that my Fitbit was charging. It was a great walk and time of prayer. Real intimacy and closeness stirred me on many levels—I was walking in fellowship with God. Then, at the one-mile marker, with only .26 miles to go, I realized my Fitbit was at home. First, I was shocked that I wouldn’t get credit for 3,455 steps on my Fitbit. Then it struck me that I’d had an incredible walk with the Father, but I was moaning about not having my little Fitbit. We laughed (God does have a sense of humor). It was like having the most incredible meal you’ve ever eaten and complaining about not getting a cheesy, paper-wrapped mint from your waiter. I will continue to use my Fitbit, not to compete against anyone, but to keep track of how I’m doing getting exercise. However, I will work to keep my priorities straight and focus on my most important relationship with God, my Savior.
By Steve Johnson March 13, 2025
What makes a glorious sunrise? In my opinion, it’s the right amount and shape of clouds, as well as the positioning of those clouds. Aren’t clouds just water vapor sometimes containing dust particles from the atmosphere? Sometimes we drive through vapor in the form of fog. Depending upon the type of clouds and where they are positioned, as the sun approaches the horizon, there are incredible colors from the light reflected by those clouds. Various shades of the red spectrum and blue spectrum for sure, but the highlights of bright yellow give the scene a vibrant explosive quality. The hand of a master artist couldn’t begin to touch the beauty of ten minutes of this ever changing light display. The beauty of the scene is the reflection of the sun on water vapor. The sun which is too bright to look at, when its light waves bounce off wispy clouds becomes a diverse and beautiful array. Our faith is similar; the sun is analogous to God. His love is reflected off us, His creation. We are all different types, sizes, shapes and colors so the hue of reflected love is different and wonderfully beautiful. It’s a challenge to remember that my reflection of God’s love is a representation of Christ’s sacrifice on the Cross. A love so deep it’s a struggle to grasp how wide and long and high is the love of Christ. My pastor Tom, in a recent sermon said that the number one reason people say they don’t become Christian is because of Christians. He quoted Mahatma Gandi, “I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ.” Tom reminded us to be good ambassadors for Christ. Like the clouds we are a vapor in time, Lord let us be a brilliant reflection of your Glory.